~life goes on~

all the things you never knew

2010-08-15T22:51:00.003+08:00

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
Hu die zha ji chi yan jing
How many times does a butterfly blink

才学会飞行
Cai xue hui fei xing
Before it learns to fly?

夜空洒满了星星
ye kong sa man le xing xing
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars

但几颗会落地
Dan ji ke hui luo di
but a few will fall to the ground

我飞行当你坠落之际
Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji
Even as I fly, you fall

很靠近还听见呼吸
Hen kao jing Hai ting jian hu xi
So close I can hear you breathe

对不起我却没捉紧你
Dui bu qi Wo que mei zhuo jin ni
I'm sorry i did not grab hold of you

你不知道我为什么离开你
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
You don't know why I had to leave you

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
I insist on not telling you and let your tears run

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨碎落满地
Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di
our teardrops seem like a downpour shattering all over the ground

在心里清晰
Zai xin li qing xi
clearly know in my heart

你不知道我为什么狠下心
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
you do not know why I am so cruel

盘旋在你看不见的高空里
Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
hovering high above you where you cannot see

多的是你不知道的事
Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi
So many are the things you never knew

love in disgust

2010-08-15T22:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to ioi with sister and mummy...
went and watch movie...Love in disgust ...
acted by Wang Lee Hom...
the story also written by him..

Wang Lee Hom is so talented..awww
he can play the piano, violin, guitar, drum and the chinese instrument..
and now he can act and also a directer of the movie love in disgust..
he is so handsome...weeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to the movie..
is a very touching movie..
mostly about his life..i guess...
in the movie he is a superstar(he already is)
and he disgust as a normal person to find a girl that play the 'Guzhen'
the music played by her gave him vision...
as he lead that normal life he fell in love with her..
and also the normal person life...

ok..i shall not tell the whole story here...
go watch it...Wang Lee Hom very leng cai ^^

PS: must watch LOVE IN DISGUST ^^

Will u still be my friend????

2010-08-13T14:46:00.004+08:00

I'm not perfect..
I have my flaws..
I have many secrets..
there are many dark secrets that
if u know u might run very far...
I have done stuff u might never imagine...
I'm hot tempered

SO will u still be my friend??

Saying Goodbye

2010-08-07T10:45:00.000+08:00

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things
we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
`Cause a true love never dies

pic

2010-07-18T19:55:00.004+08:00

ECLIPSE

Despicable Me

Movie

2010-07-18T19:46:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after youth went and watch Despicable Me...
watched with the youth ppl at 7 something..
the show very nice..
the girl and the yellow thing very cute..hehe...

Today after church went to ioi to watch ECLIPSE....
after so long of waiting..at last get to watch ^^
Jacob so hot ahh!!! lol...
really he is super cute and hot...
the movie was much more better than new moon...
Taylor Lautner hot !!!!

Ps: despicable me and eclipse is a must watch movie ^^

Gunung Ledang

2010-06-27T20:28:00.003+08:00

Juz came back from school camp..
went to gunung ledang johor..
so tired now ^^
but i had a great time there..
I had alot of fun with my frens..
during the camp i gain alot of new experience..

Such as climbing to the puncak of gunung ledang..
and learn basic survival cooking..
damn tiring climbing the mountain..
now leg super pain..

On the last day of camp the jurulatih took us to the waterfall to play..
super fun..and the water very cooling..

During the camp the abang keep on asking us to squat..
now pro at squatting..lol..

I miss the camp..
miss the abang..
miss the fun...

fifteen-taylor swift

2010-06-11T19:40:00.000+08:00

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

Exam

2010-05-22T11:06:00.002+08:00

Well i'm not suppose to on9..
so shhhh!!! haha...
finally one week of exam is over..
but still got 2 more weeks to go...ahhhh!!!!
cannot tahan ah...haiz....

Got to study study study study.....
still got add maths, bio, chem, phy and soooooooooo many more...
*dizzy* thinking of it..
better go STUDY!!!
bye bye

moral

2010-05-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

Finally i'm done with my moral folio..
actually not really done..haha..
still got my kerja amal laporan havent finish..
nothing to write..lazy to think..^^

Memories??

2010-04-02T19:51:00.002+08:00

Memories..what are memories to you??
memories is something that never fade away..
it actually stays in ur mind and heart..
just that u never realise that it was all the while there..
for some reason we tend to hid those memories..
it is hidden deep down ur heart..
but once in a while it will just pop out..
without u noticing..
weird rite..^^

There are many memories in life..
either will the memories be sweet or bitter..
happy or sad one..they will always be part of ur life..
those happy and sweet memories are something that u want to remember for life..
and for the sad and bitter memories will be those that u will never want to remember..
sometimes u hope that those memories will just fade away..

Memories will always remain as memories..
it is something that happen in the pass...
dun ever let the pass hold ur future...

BORING DAY!!!!

2010-04-02T19:29:00.003+08:00

I'm super bored now..
nothing to do..
dunno what to write...
my blog is like super dead le..
haiz...what should i write???
damn bored ah...

SO fast April ad..
haven't really started studing..
mid-term exam is like in may..
so soon..*freaking out*
but i dun feel like studying..
see the book also feel like sleeping ad..
haiz..do dead wei..=(
I miss Jolyn =(

NS

2010-03-26T14:45:00.001+08:00

Super long never update blog le..
dunno what to write...^^

Tomorrow jolyn going to NS le..
going to miss her so much..
cant believe time pass so fast..
haiz..3 months later only can see her..sob sob...

ps: going to miss u babe

valentines day

2010-03-01T18:45:00.004+08:00

27/2/10
High praise cool youth had an awesome party =P
was surprise when i went there..
the guys did a very good in the deco and food..
the deco was so creative..
we really under estimate our COOL youth guys..^^
food was good..
they bake cake and blueberry cheese tarts..
there was also other food cook by the guys..
i super love the blueberry cheese tart..=)

After that the youth band did a performance..
the song super nice..
later on we had lots of games prepared by guys too..

Had lots of fun that day..

p/s thanks guys

pictures...

band preparing

game time...

foods

pictures

2010-02-26T13:33:00.006+08:00

in the train

siemens, melissa, sheryn and me

siemens and me

at klcc

melissa, me, jolyn and sheryn

me and jolyn

'monkey' ^^

sheryn and me

felyn me and jolyn

KLCC

..............................................................................

family dinner 20/2/10

outing with family

cousin

emo day!!

2010-02-05T21:15:00.004+08:00

Hiaz...today in school super moody and emo..
want to know why??
actually i also dunno why..
juz feel super emo..
didn't really talk as much as i usually do..
dun have the mood to even open my mouth..
i tried my best to put a smile on my face..
but i fail to do so..
sorry if i make ur day bad by being emo..(frens)
some of u guys might understand what i'm saying..

I really feel like a toy..
worst way to put it is a piece of used paper..
when u guys need me than find me..
when ur friends are not around find me..
talk to me, ask me for help..
but when u guys are done with that..
u all juz throw me aside..
dun even talk to me or even a hi..
i'm like invisible..
what the h***..
i tell myself to dun care..
juz let it be..
but i juz cant
why must i care so much about friendship??
why must friendship be so so important to me??
WHY??
i feel so weak in this..

dead blog ^^

2010-02-05T18:44:00.002+08:00

So long never update my blog ad..
it look so dead..haha..
hmm..feel like many things has change..
so fast f5 ad..have to study like super hard..
feel like have more responsible ^^
kor kor James ad went back to Australia..
it was like he juz came back not long ago..
kind of miss him..

I dun even know what to write ad..haha..

boring day

2010-01-08T12:10:00.002+08:00

Today didn't go to school..
coz dun want to go..
school nothing to do..
super boring..sometimes i feel all alone
although there are ppl around me..
the person i'm sitting with usually wont be there..
which makes it like i sitting alone..
my fren have their own fren..
that makes me alone.. =(

Everyday i hope that school end faster..
i use to like going to school..but not anymore..
now i super scare when koko comes..
it will be like..haiz...i dunno la...
at the moment dun want think about it..

p/s trying hard to like school

SCHOOL

2010-01-04T18:00:00.002+08:00

Haiz..first day back to sch was not FUN at all..
everything feel so different without u with me..
feel so lonely..
in the morning wait alone..
summore raining..lagi sad..haiz
than have to walk myself to class..
in class was ok..coz i dun feel so lonely..
rehat time also walk alone to canteen..
thank God that grace was there..
so talk to her lo..
after school also have to walk alone..
super sad..felt like crying..
hope that u was with me..
what a lonely and BORING day

PS: I love u

Movie and yamcha

2009-12-21T19:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after church went to asia cafe for lunch..
with kor kor james..most of the youth also went..
we went there around 3 something..
after lunch we went to sunway..at 5 something..
haha..we sat and talk at asia cafe for like 3 hours..^^

We walk around in sunway waiting for kor kor james and the rest to come..
kor kor james came around 8..
than we went for dinner at Wendy's..
had alot of fun that day..
after dinner we went for our movie..( avatar)
the movie started at 9..and we was like 10 min late..haha
the movie ended at 11 something..
we meet up with tiff and the rest of the ppl that din't watch the movie..
all of us decided to go yamcha at Kayu..

Me, my sis, jo and bee jan follow kor kor james car..
kor kor james din't recognise his car..
coz when he press his car key it did not respond..^^
he forgot to turn off his car light..lol..
so he went to find the guard for help..
while he was away he alarm trigger..
super funny le..and nosie..haha..
kor kor james came back and said that push the car than it wil work..
so the guys help to push..
it was a very fun experience

P/S: miss kor kor james..he is in sabah..^^

WIFI camp

2009-12-19T23:12:00.002+08:00

Just came back from youth camp..
so fast over ad..
feel like went for 1 day..><
this year team was WIFI..
which means I'm In For It..
learn lot thru this camp..
teamwork is very important..
also meet new friends..

Games was super fun..
first time youth camp had games at night..
summore until 12 something
although it was tiring we all had lots of fun..
love my team so much..
we had a wonderful team leader(jolyn)
Pink team rock..^^

Worship was really good..
really encounter God present..
the section with pastor Nicholas
was very fun..
first time able to memorise the bible..
at the camp happy to see ppl accept christ..

Miss camp so much..><

fun the fund dinner

2009-11-29T21:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Fun the Fund dinner..
had to wake up 7 something..
because need to pick teng chung up than the wongs and suann..
summore need to be at chee wen hall by 10..
we was there like for 5 hours..
help to set up the deco..
so tiring..^^
we pump like more than thousand balloons juz for the dinner..
thank God there there was alot of youth to help..
and thank you Jeffery for helping..
although is was tiring we had alot of fun doing it together..

Me, tiff, su ann, jolyn, sheryn was ushering..
The dinner start at 7..
so the usher have to be there at 5..
we left the hall at 4 something...
than me my mom and sister went to tiff house to bath..
we all had to get ready like super fast..

Ushering was fun but tiring..
all the usher have to escort the guess to their seats..
my leg was like going to break anytime..
and all of us was like so hungry..
we had to wait until all the guess come only can go eat..
summore alot of guess came late =(
make all of us so hungry..^^

The dinner was alot of fun..
and the food was amazing..
the dinner ended at 11 something..
after the dinner we took alot of pic..
i think got more than 100 pic..
is like only one day le..ad got so many pic..
imagine youth camp..

Very lazy to upload pic here..
but the pictures will be uploaded in fb

p/s : today is the last day Andrew all be in Malaysia..
he is going back to Australia on monday morning..
we'll going to miss u..must come back to Malaysia ya..^^

Farewell

2009-11-27T12:27:00.005+08:00

Yesterday went to kayu at subang tiapian..
for Andrew farewell dinner..
went there around 7 something..
after dinner went to Happy Bean
to buy tong sui..^^
had no idea what happy bean was until that day..lol..
after that went to auntie dorline house..
had tong sui, chit-chat and play gun..
haha..playing with the gun was so fun..
get to shoot ppl..and sweat..^^
we also played card..
played donkey, snap and big 2..^^
had so much fun..

While playing donkey everyone was like screaming..'
all so scare get the donkey..
the donkey very kesian de le..
got punishment de ah..
very pain de le..

Went back around 1 something..
reach home around 2..^^

at kayu

outside happy bean

buying 'tong sui

hui heng..he working at happy bean

auntie dorline house

mel pang and sharolyn with the big bear

Siemens barbie doll

fer, tiffany and andrew..(playing 'big 2')

Andrew, me and fer..(playing 'big 2')

me and Siemens

Siemens and his new hair style

playing donkey..

pictures

2009-11-23T13:02:00.006+08:00

Sharolyn birthday party..

me and siemens

teng chung and me..

21/11/2009

ice-cream

22/11/2009..Emerge 2009

Emerge

2009-11-23T12:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to church..
after church went to summit..
went there eat lunch..
after lunch walk walk in summit..
find dinner dress..^^
at last found le..
at summit saw alot of ppl..
wing sing, benjamin, and alot more from our school..
they working there..
walk in summit form 2 somthing to 5 something..

After than went for emerge 2009 at sunway center..
by city harvest..
the thing started at 6..
we went there at 7..><
it was an awesome night..
the thing ended at around 10 something...

IOI

2009-11-19T12:06:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went ioi with my cousin..
went there around 12 something..
first thing we went and buy movie ticket..
watch poker king..
the show okok only..
than go eat lunch..
after lunch..went walk walk..
ioi nothing to walk de..
walk here walk there also the same thing..
around 2.25 went and buy popcorn..
the movie start at 2.30..
the movie ended at 4.30..
after movie me and my cousin went to MCD..
sit and eat there until 6.30..^^
than go home lo..
haha...

Results

2009-11-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

Exam finally over..
pressure ans stress day are over..^^
haiz..but need to take result..
the worst part after exam..
think i'm going to fail like almost everything..
gosh..damn scare..really dun want to fail..

Such an important exam..
if fail dunno what will happen..
haiz..feel like crying..
add maths, bio, physics and chemistry so hard..
sejarah essay part did wrong le..
sob..sob..sob..sob...

Sick le...

2009-11-08T10:55:00.002+08:00

Today didn't go church..
coz sick le...
juz recover from fever..
now still having flu and throat still pain..
haiz..dun like falling sick..
yesterday at youth headache..
than keep on shiver...

Haiz..need to eat medicine..
not nice.. =(
got alot of medicine le..
i think got like 6 type of medicine..

so many...><

Sushi..

2009-10-25T17:40:00.003+08:00

Today late for church..
coz my sister woke up late..
than when and fetch dear..
after that went buy food for children church..
summore i havent eat..so hungry..=(
so finish eating at 10.45..
so late for church lo..

My sister and her fren went to sumway.. =(
i cannot go..coz need go home study..exam tmr..
so after church went to ioi..
went with dear and my mom..
go eat sushi..^^
so happy..very long never eat le..
after eating went to popular buy pen..
than went walk walk..
around 4 something go home lu..

Haiz..tmr exam start le..
very scare...not ready..
is fail than die..gosh..
wish me all the best..^^

God is always there...

2009-10-24T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hmm..dunno what to write..
but juz feel like posting something..^^
i really dunno why but this few days been very down..
but i know that my god will always be there..
he knows my every hurt..
he understand what i mean and what i'm going tru..
when no one else understand..
in his present i'm free..
free from all hurt..
trouble i'm going tru..
he is the one i can talk to..
tell everything to..when i cant tell anyone..
and he is my heavenly father..Jesus christ..

something!!!

2009-10-19T14:20:00.003+08:00

haiz..there is something in __ heart..
but dunno how to say..or type it out...
__juz feel that why must it always be like that..
_A_also like that.._B_also the same..
why cant they treat __ like that when with __..
is like they treat their now partner better than __ when their are with __...

Haiz..dont know what i'm writing..
but juz feel like writing something..><

year end exam ><

2009-10-13T12:15:00.002+08:00

I'm so dead..haiz..
year end exam is like 1 week away..
and i haven't even study anything..
haiz..starting to freak out..
dunno what to do..
feel so tired and lazy to open the book..
gosh...why must there be exam's..
must study le...
cannot lazy ad..
if not will fail..than die!!
haiz..who can help me in my add maths???
my modern maths okok only..
add maths is like double modern maths..haiz..
chemistry and physics also not that good..
ah...going to die ah..
emo...=(

p.s NEED TO STUDY

feeling right now..

2009-10-02T13:07:00.004+08:00

I'M JUST SO TIRED
OF EVERYTHING

UNDERSTAND???

2009-10-01T14:57:00.002+08:00

You will never understand why am i feeling this way..
you think that i'm weird..
but i couldn't care less..
because u will never understand..
and i never expect u to understand..
so ya..u dun have to understand..
and u dun have to KNOW..
i think u dun even give a damn about it..
u juz think that i'm weird..

I dun even know why am i letting this turn my life upside down..
why am i even allowing this to hurt me..
there will always be lots of question
than will not have any answer..
so i'm juz going to let it be..

Yup made up my mind..
DUN CARE...

Deep inside..

2009-09-27T20:22:00.004+08:00

Something really shock me yesterday..
have no idea why i will sad and heart pain..
i myself dun know..so pls dun ask me why..
ppl might think I'm crazy..
and think that all this is weird..
but all i can say is i have no idea what is going on in my mind..
since yesterday super emo..
today kind of feeling better..

I have learn to accept what had happen..
trying not to bother much about ur life..
is the past..for me to know about what is happening in ur life..
have to move on..
memories will always be memories..

You can read this post..
think all u want..
but pls dun come and ask me anything about this..
this is something personal..
and i hope i remain personal..
some might know what I'm talking..
some might not have a clue...
conclusion DUN NOT ASK ME ANYTHING ABOUT THIS..
i really dunno should i post this..but i really need to spill it out..

P/S: writing from the heart..PLEAS dun ask..

home..

2009-09-26T21:36:00.006+08:00

At last home sweet home..
haha..stayed at pj for 1 week..
almost died of broadness...
there no Internet line..
cannot watch tv..
so sad..but well at least some peace..
so long never update my blog ad..
dunno what to write..
haiz..suddenly feel so emo..
........................................................................

DELETED POST

Times fly..

2009-09-16T15:44:00.003+08:00

In a blink of an eye..
it is already September
haiz..time pass so fast..
next months have to sit for final year exam..
which I'm not READY for yet...=(
hope that time will slow down..
in few months time i will be in form 5..
SPM feel so near..and i dun like that feeling..
i'm not ready for form 5 yet..
i'm not even ready for my year end exam..
so going to die..sob sob..
haiz..next year going to be a tough year..
full of pressure..but there will also be lots of fun(hope so)..

memories...

2009-09-05T01:46:00.002+08:00

Nothing to do so post lo..haha..

get back most of my exam result ad..

so far only fail 1 subject..=(

well better than fail all..

juz hope that i wont fail add maths..haiz..

school very boring..nothing to do..teacher also never teach..

only add maths and english teacher teach..

................................................................................................................

memories will always remain as memories..

sweet memories is what we always want to remember..

but bitter ones will too stay in..even if we dun want it to..

some how both of it will slowly fade away..

but i will always remember the moment we had together..

the happy times we share..

sweet memories we had..

and the sad moment we been through..

But for you..

i do not know..

maybe u have forgotten about our memories..

the happy and sweet moment we use to have..

might been erase form ur mind and heart..

and the bitter one have all gone..

bitter and sad memories are good to be forgotten..

but i hope u remember our sweet memories..

P/s: this is juz a post..does not bring any meaning..

Merdeka

2009-09-05T01:00:00.009+08:00

on the 31/8/2009 went fishing at klang..hehe..

this is the first time i ever fish..

the day before me ,mel o,mel p, the wong sister, suann and siemens

sleep over at fee vien house..

most of us slept at 3 something..

and woke up at 7 the next morning..

damn tired..but also excited coz get to go fishing..

haha...half of us sat jc car and the rest sat uncle hon wei car..

I took us super long to reach there..

had no idea it took how long..

was sleeping in the car..^^

very tired k..

Here are some pic...

in the car..on the way to klang

juz arrived

looking at the view

amaze

siemens posting

this what happen when u cant get a fish..haha

me and suann

andrew and suann

siemens, jc and not their big fish..

jc and his fish

baby fish

siemens

siemens teaching fer how to fish

mel ong turn

mel pang fishing

catching small fish

hon wei, andrew and jc

smile

look!!

posting again

'sifu'(uncle Raymond)teaching us how to fish..

the pond..

walking out..

group pic..before leaving the place..

After fishing..we went for lunch at port village..

thx uncle raymond for lunch..

the place is located above the sea..

nice food and view..hehe..

Here are some pic...

entrence to the restaurant..

long long way ...

FOOD!!!

Puppies

2009-08-27T13:29:00.005+08:00

the climb...

2009-08-26T21:20:00.003+08:00

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming

But there is a voice inside my head saying

"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make fee

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying

gotta keep my head held high

There's always going to be a another mountain

I'm always gonna to make it move

Always gonna be an up-hill battle

sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down

But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments thst

I'm gonna remember most, yeah

Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an up-hill battle

sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

There's always going to be a another mountain

I'm always gonna to make it move

Always gonna be an up-hill battle

somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing

Keep the faith, baby

It's all about, it's all about the climb

Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

steamboat

2009-08-24T12:23:00.005+08:00

22/8/2009(saturday)
after youth went eat steamboat with school frenz..
had lots of fun..taking pic..eating and chatting..
after eating..me and grace eat like 4 bowl of ice-cream..
each with 3 big scoop..
going to be fat...=(

I shall juz let the pic do the talking..haha..

grace and me...

'family photo'...keat keat, lam, grace and kai xian

keat keat, grace, lam, kai xian and me

me, keat keat and grace..love this pic..

doing the lam pose..haha

keat keat pose..

peace..

Lam..

smile for the camera

battlefield lyrice..

2009-08-21T19:49:00.002+08:00

Battlefield
Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down?
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands, tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefieldA battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose
What we had, oh no
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it nowI never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefieldA battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armorI guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your
We could pretend that we are friends tonight
(Oh, oh, oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
'Cause baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armorI

never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
(Fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armorI guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor

Why does love always feel like?
Why does love always feel like?
A battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Exam over...

2009-08-21T19:20:00.003+08:00

Happy but sad..
confusing hor..
haha..let me exaplain..lol
happy coz exam finally over..yeh!!
sad coz i'm going to fail almost all my subject..

Tuesday had bm,english and sej..
bm was ok..but i had no idea what i was craping for sej paper..shi*t
english was also ok..

Wednesday had add maths and physic..
add maths was damn hard..u know what..
when teacher came in and did some correction..on her way out..
she said that this paper very easy..all of us was like, what easy!! "ya right"
physics was ok..at least can do..haiz only paper 3 came out..

Thursday had bio and moral..
when we got out bio exam question..
everyone was stupid teacher..give so hard question..
haiz..going to fail la..=(
than moral was ok..haha..

Friday..last day of exam(today)
had maths and chemistry...
maths objective was ok..still can do..
haiz..but subjective was not ok..
only know how to do question 1 and 2..
4 and 5 never do..dunno how to do..crap..ahhhh..
damn it..question 1 did wrong ad...ahhhh..sh*t
why i so stupid de...haiz..

Anyways school holidays starts tmr...=)
haha..so happy..but scare boring...hope can go out..

p/s: Happy school holiday...have lots of fun b4 sch open..haha

movie/ exam

2009-08-09T18:41:00.004+08:00

Yesterday after youth went to sunway with the youth..
reach sunway around 7..
than went and eat dinner..
during dinner all of us were laughing for no reason..
me and jolyn was like talking about cute guy and hot guys..^^
it was like they put hilum into out food..haha..
after dinner went and watch G.I.JOE..
thru out the show we had extra sound effect..(fyi it was auntie wendy)
is a very nice movie..
a must watch movie..

The movie ended at 10..
than siemens fetch me, my sister and su ann home..
su ann say dun want go back so early..
so we went yamcha..
went to puchong eat lok lok..hehe..
eat until 11 something to 12 than go home..haha...
.......................................................................
Haiz..exam is in 2 weeks time..
and i havent studya single thing yet..
dun know how am i going to pass this test..
really dun wish to fail again..
NEED to study ad!!!!
but very lazy le...haiz

moody and emo day...

2009-07-23T21:16:00.003+08:00

Long time never update ad..

too lazy to update..hehe..

Today something happen..

something very terrible..

haiz..i really dun want this to happen again..

i did not mean to make you unhappy..

is not my fault k..

what have i done wrong that make u hate me..

i dun like this silent war going on..

i really hope that u will start talking to me..

maybe i should take the first step and talk to u..

pls dun ignore me (......)

What on earth is going on..

why is everyone so moody and emo today..

Ps: friends are forever..dun forget that..

Birthday present

2009-06-21T20:17:00.004+08:00

My birthday present..
thx for them..
love u all..

Here are the pic of the present from...

kor kor ian ang jie jie shui hui...

auntie dorline and her family

pastor and family and uncle hon wei

grace grace give de...

jia wen, jeffery and chun hoe

teng chung

my mom

tiffany, jc and su ann

Surprise party

2009-06-21T19:29:00.007+08:00

Yesterday had alot of fun...

thx tiff ,my sister, jo, fer, ryn, fee vien, mel o and sharolyn for the surprise party..

love you guys so much...

i'm so glade God gave u guys to me to be my friends...^^

without u guys my life would be boring...

thx for bring fun and laughter into my life..

God bless you guys..xoxo...

and thx auntie wendy for letting us use ur house for the party...

Here are some pic..

sharolyn, jc and me

smile

twisties

vien, siemens, me and ryn

auntie wendy and her cake...

using my mouth to take the candle out(youth tradition)..hehe

me and my cake...haha

during games

siemens and me...

smile

promoting spaghetti ...

my mom and me...

love them lots...thx to this ppl for throwingme a surprise party...

preparing the food

my birthday...

2009-06-19T21:20:00.005+08:00

me and my sister..

mummy and me

b'day cake..

day out...

2009-06-19T20:54:00.004+08:00

On 13/6 went to sunway with han shen they all..

went there to celebrate han shen birthady..which is on this date..(13 june)^^
reached there around 11 something...

we went and watch 17 again..very nice show...

the movie started at 12.30..

wow..so long never been on time for a movie..haha...

at first it felt kind of weird going out with them..

but later on is was ok..

after the movie went and eat BBQ plaza..

thx han shen and ian for taking food for me...^^

after eating ivan and the rest went and buy cake..

later on we went to starbucks..

i was shock when i opened the cake box..

my name was also writen on the cake..so happy..

thx you guys...

After when they all went home..

i went and meet up with my sister and my mom..

went and eat sushi groove..the food there okok only..

after eating went and meet up woth su ann, mel o, sheryn and her sisters and hon wei..

we went and watch hannah montana..

is a must show to watch..^^

On that day had lots of fun with sch fren and church fren..

and i also watched 2 shoes on one day..^^

what a day!!!

2009-06-05T16:06:00.003+08:00

Wednesday went to tiffany house..
for her birthday party..her birthday is on 13 may(for ur information)
had lots of fun there..
the party started at 8 something..
after eating..we played games..
everyone was shouting her and there..
for what reason i dunno..^^

After than we went to the padang..
coz nothing to do ad..
we took lots of pic at tiff house and at the padang..
at the padang we played ice and water..
we were running here and there..so tired..
so we sit down and look at stars...
ji chuan was telling us about stars..^^

Around 1 something we went back to tiffany house..
all of us was asking tiff for water..everyone look so tired..
than ong, tiff, su ann, fer, sheryn , mel p, litter ong, siemens, sharolyn, ji chuan...played bluff..
they played like 4 to 5 round..
around 2 like most of the ppl went back...
than the rest of us that sleep over nite at tiff was watching Disney channel..
watch until 3 something..than went to sleep..
but some of us could not sleep..hehe..
end up sleeping at 5 and waking up at 7 the next morning...

On thursday we went to sunway..
went to redbox..^^
met up with siemens than later on ji chuan came..
sing from 2.30 until 4.30..
after that went to zamai pasta..
around 6 reach tiffany house...
than we went to the padang again meet up with siemens there..
played and took lots of pic...
around 7 like than went back to tiffany house..
and than around 8 something went for music practice...

will upload pic went soon...^^

Tagged by Tiffany..

2009-06-01T15:17:00.005+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
forehead..

2. How did u feel when you woke up this morning?
tired =)

3. Who was the last person/people you took picture with?
my baby cousin...

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
er..dun think so...

5. Will you ever donate blood?
yup..

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
yup

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
no..why should I

8. What does your last text message say?
miss you..

9. What are you thinking right now?

lots of things

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
ya

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
1 something

12. Where did you bought the tee you are wearing now?
have no idea..

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
yes..

14. Who was the last person who text you?
teng chung

Ten people to do this quiz.
1)jolyn
2)sheryn
3)jia wen
4)aaron
5)fee vien
6)jeffery
7) melissa ong
8)melissa pang
9)sharon
10)ian

15. who is no.2 having a relationship with?
have no idea..

16.Is no.5 a male or female?
female..

17.If no.7 and no.1 get together,would it be good?
no..both also girl la..

18.what is no.10 studying?

19.Is no.4 single?
i think so..

20.say something about no.2
wounderful friend..

21.what do u think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
lol..both guy le..

22.describe no.9
beautiful and smart..^^

23.what will u do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
i dun think they will fight..both dun know each other..

24.do u like no.8?
of cause..my sister le..

exam is over...

2009-05-28T17:14:00.002+08:00

Very long never update my blog le...
hehe..kind of busy studying for exam...
at last exam is over...
yesterday was my last exam...

Happy that school holiday coming soon..hehe...
get to got out lu...
very long never go out le...
dunno got ppl call me go out anot...haiz...
hope can go out with fren..

Dunno what to write ad..^^
bye^^

melaka church camp 2oo9

2009-05-08T20:10:00.008+08:00

2nd day of camp..
we went to taman mini malaysia..
at there we get to see all the kampung houses that is in malaysia..
had alot of fun there..
here are some of the pic we took...

in the car..look at our tired face..

friday night..haha..

ong,mei, me, tiff and mel ong

happy moment

at one of the kampung state..

ong the future fireman..

mei and tiffany

the girls..

me and tiff playing congkak..

3th day..

after surmon we went to KFC with the adult and youth..

later on me, tiff ,jc ,sharolyn and uncle hon wei..

went and buy durian..hehe..

than we went back to the hotal..

first time i played snoker..super fun..

haha..around 5 like we all went swiming..

this day was the most fun day..

around 1 am in the morning..

me, tiff, jc, mel ong, mei, ong,sharolyn, hon wei and bee jane

played bluff until 4.30..

had lots of fun with them..

went we the girls went back to our room..

all of us cannot sleep..

to hyper ad..actually we planed not to sleep de..

than later on say better sleep..at least 1 hour..

so we slept at 5 something..

here are some of the pic..

will try getting the rest from tiff

after jumpping so many time..at last we got one nice pic..

some posting some getting ready...

where are all the ppl???

jump...

ramdom pic..

ong,tiff and me..on the last day

had alot of fun at the camp..

learn lots of stuff...

Jesus is really a great and mighty ...

i really hope that the friendship we had at camp..

will remain the same...

A fren love at all time..

friendship never ends..

Hold on to the word of God...

church camp

2009-05-03T19:28:00.002+08:00

Juz came back from church camp today...
starting to miss it ad...
we had alot of fun there..
taking pic..
going out together..
and i not only had fun..
i learn more about what God want us to do..
these is the first time i ever jot down notes during sermon..hehe..

I'm supper tired..
slept at 5 in the morning yesterday..
will try uploding pic me took at the camp...

Feeling alone...

2009-04-27T20:16:00.002+08:00

Last friday was something i dint really expected
usually i will look forward to friday..
because is time where i spend tome with my cousin and fren..
we will go out and eat than chat and play..
and is the last day of schooling..
but things has change alot...
now i dun i want friday to come..
my cousin hardly even teman me..
my friend either goes back or go out eat with other ppl...

On friday i was hoping that kai ling will teman me..
actually she said that i can follow her but i dun really know her fren..
they all are basketball player..i'm not like her..
can make fren so easily...i also wish that i can make fren easily...

After school i felt so lonely..
it feels like i have no one to talk to..=(
at that moment i felt like sinking into the ground..
maybe like tat i wont feel the loneliness...
thank God han shen came and teman me..
if not i think i will die of loneliness..

Last friday was also the worst day..
i felt so heart broken..
i should not have went in there..
everything that i saw juz broke my heart..
i wish i could juz die there..
gosh..haiz...
i felt like crying but i could not..

P/S: i dont want friday to come...

Outing

2009-04-19T22:31:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had sport day..

went to school around 7 like tat..

than waited for swee yen to come..

i thought no need to start getting ready stuff to sell..
but me and some fren have to set up stuff and get things orginese..

before the sport even start i was like sweating like mad..

Sport started at 8 something..

by than we were already selling stuff..

i was standing from 8 until 12.30..

me and swee yen shout like mad..haha

we was promoting out drinks..

by the way..we was selling drinks..

is was so hot and tiring...

Ok..after than i went to youth..

was so tired that i could not even keep my eye open..

thank god that i was able to stay awake during worship..

luckily i never fall asleep when auntie droline was teaching..haha..

After youth..me, my sister, the wong sister and bee jan went to sunway..

we sat bus there..
when we rech sunway..i was like starving...

cannot blame me rite..i never really ate anything k..

we ate at kim gary..

after eating we went and watch movie..

we watched passenger..the show very sad le..

must watch..

the show ended around 9..

than we walk around..and went home around 10..hehe

What a tiring day..

but it was also a very fun and happy day...

here are some pic..

Easter Celebrations

2009-04-14T21:21:00.003+08:00

Sorry now only update about easter...

ok..easter was on the 12/4/09..

the youth group had a dance presention..

and there was also drama..

by the adult and also some of the youth..

the drama was very funny..but there is a massage to that drama..

hope that everyone get the massage...

i was happy that Aaron came for this eastr celebration..

i hope that this easter celebration will let him know more about JESUS...

After the dance and drama...

me and a few of the youth went to and help out with the children church..

Ong, Tiffany ang Ji chuan did a short puppet presentation for them..

all the children really like it..

later on they had game..it was so tiring watching after them..

the children are like super hyper...

Here are some video and pic...

at sunway..acting emo..

In green..jc,tiffany and siemens..sharolyn in black and me in yellow..hehe..

at the children church..

where is tiffany??? pancake..squash together..

i'm back..^^

2009-04-10T22:15:00.007+08:00

I'm back..hehe..
been so long since i last updated..
after school..i was so scare that i will be alone..
luckily ivan they all ask whether i want to follow them go out eat..
and of cause i said yes..^^
it was abit weird and scary going out eat with them..
since this is my first time going out eat with them...
summore i was the only girl..
anyway thx Kai Ling for helping me find ppl teman me..luv ya..
and Han Shen thank you for buying me lunch..luv u lots..
next time must let me belanja u back..=)

Today had a very fun time at koko...
we the Leo club member had a very fun activity..
I had alot of fun..been so long since i had so much fun...
thx so much to u all that organise the game..
I got splash like dunno how many time..
i was like soaking wet..summore the wind keep on blowing..so cold...
hope that i dun get sick =)

............................................................................
Wondering why???
do i really have true fren??
will they be there to catch me went i fall??
will they leave me alone??

Sometimes i feel lonely even if i'm with my fren...
they seem to like leave me behind..
i try so hard to hide all this tears..
but at some point it will juz flow down my face...
is not easy being alone in a group of fren..
it hurts seeing them having fun..and ur are not include in..

But i know that i have one person that will lever leave me alone..
that is Jesus my best friend and saviour..
He is always there for me..
never letting me go..
He love me more than anyone can..

EASTER CELEBRATION

2009-04-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

High Praise will be having a easter celebration..
is on the 12/4/2009..on a sunday..
it will be held at sheraton ballroom 3,subang jaya..

Easter is not about egg and bunny..
the real meaning of easter is about the resurrection of jesus..
to know more about the true meaning of easter..
do come on 12/4/2009..
all are invited..
God bless...

With My Friend In Pyramid

2009-03-18T13:19:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to pyramid again..
first went to fer house in the morning..
suppose to go out lunch with ong..
but fer mom cook ad so we ask him go eat lunch at fer house..
he came around 11 something..
after eating we chat for awhile..
than he went home..said want to sleep for awhile..
around 1.30 like tat we went to sunway..
fer mom fetch us there..
we went to fetch sheryn at college..then go sunway..
my sister went and buy her slipper..coz spoil ad..

Later on we went Amp square to sing again..haha..
this time was with ong, su ann, tiff, ji chuan, jolyn, sheryn, fer, my sister and me..
after singing we went and find siemens..he is working as some promoter..
than we went back around 7 like tat..

will upload pic later..

better get ready for tuition..

here are the pic...

outing

2009-03-17T22:38:00.006+08:00

On sunday..15/3/2009

went to sunway after church..

before went to sunway..

me, my sister, jolyn went for like a tour in sunway college..^^

me and jolyn was like wow here wow there..

than after tat we walk to sunway with sheryn..

super far wei sunway..

went we reach there we was like..

at last reach..

First we went and eat something cool..

at snowy..i think..whatever..

me, jolyn, my sister and sheryn super hyper..

but we had lots of fun..

cool..after eating the ice..

HUGS

me and jolyn

acting cool..actually me and ryn jie really freezing

yeng le..me and the 'superstar'

hot ppl^^

cool..

the so call superstar..my sister and jolyn..really look like one le..

After tat we were like so bored..

so we went to Amp square..

which is a new karaoke..hehe..

we sang like mad..

we sang from 3 to 6 something

had lots of fun..

me and jolyn standing on the chair..too hyper ad..

at the toilet..

me and nicole

me and jolyn hyper

lalalalalala..at Amp square karaoke

sing sing sing..

me and jolyn..

Than we meet up with the rest of the youth fren..

there was tiff, siemens, jc, ong ,mel ong, fer, me, jolyn, sheryn,my sis, sharolyn,

su ann and bee jan..

we went and watch RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN ..at 7.10

nice show..must watch..

sorry on pic ^^..

The show ended around 9 something..

all of us were like super hungry..

so we went to gasoline to eat..

at gasoline all of like like drank beer

but actually we did not drink..

all super hyper..

eating at gasoline

,e and ryn jie

tiff and siemens..my bff

We left sunway around 10 something..

my sis ask siemens to fetch us home..

but end up siemens, jc, me, my sis and tiff went yamcha near my house..

the way siemens drive super yeng le..^^

after yamcha around 11 something..

they went to my house to chat chit..coz jc say mamak there too hot..

they left my house around 12 like tat..

i went to tiff house overnight..

we talk until 4 something..geng le..

than we called jc..coz he said want to call us at 4 de..

but end up never call..so we call him lo..

but he never pick up..he sleep ad..==

i'm like a chatter box..kesian tiff..

she next time dare not sleep with me ad..

oh ya..we ws suppose to go jogging at 7 something with jc..

but end up never go..

coz everyone cannot wake up..haha..

P/S: the story goes on..i will update went i get the pic..^^

exam over..

2009-03-13T20:34:00.002+08:00

At last exam over le...
so happy..
ok let me tell u how was my exam..
exam start on the 10/3/09

First day
had sej and bm...
sej and bm paper was ok..but dun think can get good result..

Second day..
had add maths, english and physics..
stupid add maths and physics paper..
the paper damn hard..haiz..going to fail..
english le was ok lo..but there goes my 10 marks..
the lit la..haiz..

Third day..
had moral and bio..
moral paper was kind of easy..hehe
but bio le..hard lo..die die die..=(

Last day..yeh!!!
hmm..had math and chemistry
maths paper ok ok only..
i lost 8 marks..coz dunno how to do..so sad..
chemistry paper very hard..have no idea how to do...

P/S going to fali my exam...haiz

me signing off...

so call my true self

2009-03-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

I took this test the real you..half of it i kind of true but not all..
read it and give ur comment on which u think is true..

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

what a day!!!

2009-02-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL
This morning woke up at 6 like that..
it was raining..like heavy rain...haiz
while walking to the car..
i step on a pool of water..
my shoes was like super wet=(
than went reach to school..
coming down from the car also step on water..
so my shoes was like more wet...haiz..
i felt so cool in school..
the wind keep on blowing..

WHY
Haiz...why???
why will__like__??
i really want to know why...
but i know is non of my business...
every time i see__with__i juz get the unhappy feeling...
__really likes__...but dunno__ really like __ anot..
i very scare my fren will get hurt..
i dun want to see__ get hurt...
i dun like having this feeling..haiz

LETTING GO
My life is upside down..
because of u...
you are making my life a mess...
there is like many cuts in my heart
new and old one...and it is very hurting..
so is time to let go of this feeling i have for u..
time to let it go for real..
i have to try my best..
it will all get better in time..

~magdelynn~

juz a post...

2009-02-22T19:19:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what to write..
well i juz bored so i shall think of something to crap...^^

Hmm..saturday dint went to youth
coz got tuition =(..
after tuition around 4.30 like that..
i went to summit for music practice..
after music practice we sat for a while..
listening to ji chuan playing the guitar..
not only can he play guitar he can also play the piano..
so romantic..lol..he can also sing very well..so envy him..

Ji chuan is the type of guy that most girl like..
a guy that can play instrument..
good in sports..and can play basketball^^
sometimes he acts weirds..
but that is what makes him Ji chuan..
it will be kind of weird seeing him so serious..
he dun really care what ppl say about him..
and that is something i like about him...

~magdelynn sgining off~

random pictures

2009-02-20T20:15:00.007+08:00

christmas presentation

youth camp 2008

lets sing ^^

at red box 21/12/2008

22/12/2008(kor kor james)

22/12/2008(at the cimema)

22/12/2008(me and jc at nandos)

26/12/2008(christmas party at zekey house)

me and siemens at the christmas party

valentine day...

2009-02-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

14 feb 2009..
today is valentine day..
so sad on this day also need to go to school..
hmm..after school went to sunway with my cousin,sis and mom..
we went there about 2 something..
than we walk around until 5 like that..
later we went for dinner at ss15..
all of us keep on laughing..dunno why..hehe..
after dinner we sat and chit chat..
we chat for quiet some time..
around 8 like that we left...

Sunway was pack with ppl..
everywhere we walk also can see couple..
lots of girl carrying flowers with teddy bears..
so sweet..haha..
i also saw alot of ppl i know..
all with their partner..

Hmm..i dint really receive any present =(
thought will have alot of ppl give..haha..
but only get from 2 person..
which is kai ling and grace..thx so much..luv u guys..

This year valentine i did not really get the feel of valentine..
it was like another normal day..
there was like nothing special..

~magdelynn signing off~

valentine day

2009-02-10T22:45:00.002+08:00

in this heart-season, whether we have someone to love or not,
whether we had or have a happy ending with the ones we love..
it doesn’t matter.. What matters is that we learned how to love..
we don’t love.. just to be loved in return,
we only love because love chooses us for no known reasons..
In a time where you thought you could never love again...
an unlikely person makes you fall in love with them..
but you know, that love can never again happen to you..
your heart was broken..
he broke your heart, yet..
you know for all the lifetimes that would come to you,
you would still choose to love him..
and you're willing to give him one last chance..
but what if time, changes it all..?
He came into your life in time when you swore never to love again..
but the sheer kindness and beautiful music he creates makes you forgive his kind..
and falls in love with him?
but time, makes everyone meet once more...
Who will you choose?
the past you want to return to....
or the present you don't want to hurt too..
It's always our choice that shapes our happiness..
and others lives......
*~Never Let Go~*

a good listener

2009-01-21T20:25:00.003+08:00

A good friend is willing to listen..
they will not listen with their ears..
but also with their heart..
focus on ur fren when u are listening to them..
try to put urself in their shoes
and try to understand what are their feeling like..
when listening to ur fren problems..
don't keep thinking about ur own feelings...

Listen because u care..
don't pretend to care..
because ur fren will know it..
don't try to be a psychologist or a judge..
just be a FRIEND...

schoo life and so on..

2009-01-19T15:57:00.002+08:00

Has been so long since i last update..
close to 3 weeks of school
and i'm still not use to going back to school..
it is so boring in school..
me and my fren are in different classes..
swee yen is in account class..
kai ling is in 4s3..
me pulak in 4s3..
this year is like the only year me and swee yen different class..
teacher start giving h/w lu..
so now i'm like pack with lots and lots of h/w...

Yesterday went out with the youth..
at first we went to sunway..
with hon wei, kor kor james, jc, me, my sister, wen li and zekey..
than later went dinner with them..
ong, auntie wendy and alex join us too..
or it should be me and my sister join them ^^..haha
it was like a dinner to belanja kor kor james..
coz today 19/1/2009 he is going to Australia for 2 years..sob sob..
after dinner we went yamcha..
it was so funny when we were finding our way out from the dinner place..
we dint know where to go..
we were like going round in circles..at last we found our way out..
Reached home around 11 after yamcha..

Miss kor kor james so much..
going to be like 2 years le cannot see him..
feel like crying ad +.+

Bye..
magdelynn signing off..

loving u breaks my heart

2008-12-30T00:25:00.002+08:00

I really dun know what to do..
i tried talking to u ..
but i feel that u are cutting me out..
i juz feel that u dun wan to talk to me..
everyone say that u dunno what to say..
but i feel that u dun want to speak to me..

It really hurts knowing that u are ignoring me..
what can i do to make u talk to me..
loving you really makes my heart pain..
i really want to forget about u..
but i cant bring myself to do so..
WHY IS IT SO HARD!!!

TAGGED BY JOLYN

2008-12-27T01:34:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Jolyn...!!~~

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs
B.) Tag 12 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C.)Continue this game by sending it to other people I Tag
Everyone that is reading my blog....

01. What have you been doing recently?
party and going out..

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
sometimes...

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
eating breakfast...

04. When did you last cry?
few days ago ^^

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
nope..only believe in GOD

06. What do you want in your life right now?
dunno...

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?
it depends..~.~

08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my boster..^^

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
long pants..

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
u are a great fren..good nite..

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
NO..

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope..

13. What was the last movie you caught?
The day the earth stood still..dun watch very boring..

14. What are you proud of?
everything???

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
why must i tell u^^

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
forget the name

17. Do you have any nicknames?
yes..alot =.=

18. What does you last received text message say?
see you later..

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
around 12..

20. Are you currently happy?
i think so..

21. Who gives you best advice?
Auntie doraline =)

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nope..dun like whipped cream..

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
no one...=(

24.Is anyone bugging you right now?
nope..

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
tiffany and siemens =)

26. Do you wear toe socks?
yup...

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
my mom..

28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
YES..many times..and it hurts

29. What annoys you most in a person?
ppl ignoring me and make me feel invisible..annoying ppl

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yup..

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
No..never

32. What is the colour of your room?
Pink..=)

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
No..what for..it is a sin =)

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
huh???

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
my sister..

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
er..dunno le..

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
NO...

38. Do you have a life?.
ya..

39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die?
Nope..never think of any one dying..

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
no reason...

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
HIM....

42. Last time you smiled?
Few minutes ago..

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes.. a lot..^^

44. What are you listening right now?
nothing...

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
nope..all alone..

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
open la..lol..

47. Is there a quote you live by?
no idea what is that..^^

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
Ya...

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yes... :)

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
cant think of any

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
having party with my dad side..

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
LOVE???

53. What song best describe your love life?
dunno...

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
I think so..

55. Who always make you laugh??
my circles of fren

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Yup..

57. Favourite website(s)?
blog???

58. What's your middle name?
Pang..

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
going to youth..

60. What do you think you are like?
myself la..^^

61. Who will you choose to die with?
never think of that question b4..

62. Where have you been today?
youth Christmas party..^^

63. What game do you play often?
er.............

64. Who are you missing right now?
_____secret

65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
i dun like this question..both are equally important

66. What are you doing right now?
this tag la..swt..

67. Which primary school are you from?
er..seafield 3 that later to SKDOJ

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Black, Pink and White

69. What emotion you like to show?
happy la..

70. What is your life to you?
very important..every second count

71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
pray to God..

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
ong..

73. Who do you admire most?
er..nobody

74. Which month are you born in?
june

75. How are you feeling right now?
sleepy..sad..

76. What is the time now?
2.16 am..=.=

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
very sweet girl and caring fren..

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
never dye before..

79. Why are you doing this test?
coz i was tag by jolyn^^

80. What do you do when you're moody?
eat chocolate and pray..

81. At which age you wish to get married?
never think of getting married..maybe 27

82. Who is more important to you?
God,my saviour

83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
tell all of u that i LOVE u..

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
God

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
ya..seen before..^^

86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
dunno..

87. What is your goal for this year?
to get good result fro pmr..be a better person..

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
ya..maybe..dunno la..

89. What feeling do you love most?
not being ignored..and ppl caring for me..

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
ya..

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
ppl treat me as if i'm invisible..when someone ignore me without a reason..

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yup..

93. Do you believe in God?
Duh..of cause..

94. Who cares for you most?
God, my sister, my mom and my fren...i think so..

95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?
every moment counts..

96. What will you bring when you fight?
fight need to bring what o..

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
alot..dun want to say..

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
very sad.. feel rejected

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
huh?? what two-timed suppose to mean?

100. How do you feel now?
tired..confused

youth camp!!!

2008-12-23T02:07:00.005+08:00

I'm back from youth camp..

had lots of fun there..

the speaker was great..

learn lot of things there..

i learn more about myself...

know more about my identity..

we also learn how to make balloon Patten..

Miss everyone there..

how i wish i can go back..

went it was time to go back..

i felt like i juz got there..

we bonding with almost all the ppl there..

that is what make me miss them so much..

here are some pic..enjoy

deborah, tiffany and me

hug..

pic with kor kor james..

dirty ppl^^

sharolyn, ji chuan and me

lying on the floor..yeng le ^^

hotel toilet

after the game all dirty

listening to the speaker

zekey a.k.a lion jumping tru thr hole by jason and siemens

siemens, chee fung and ji chuan

say cheese^^

random post

2008-12-15T21:28:00.003+08:00

Be thankful for what you have..
Be creative...
Be innovative...
Think differently and positively..
Invite the people towards good with wisdom...
Live life with no excuse andlove with no regrets..
When Life gives you a 100 reasons to cry,
show life that you have 1000reasons to smile...
Face your past without regret...
Handle your present with confidence...
Prepare for the future without fear...
Keep the faith and drop the fear..
Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs...
Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve..
Life is wonderful if you know how to live...
Enjoy Life.......
and Make A Difference.....

picture!!

2008-12-11T13:57:00.005+08:00

din't to take alot of picture..
anyway enjoy..

5/12/2008
at sunway..watch blot..

smile ppl..^^

lollipop girls ^^

melissa pang, felyn, me and jolyn..teddy bear^^

homeless ppl^^..jkjk

felyn and melissa with their lollipop

say cheese@@

part of cool youth girls...we went and watch blot

me and sheryn..

me, sheryn and jolyn..

tiffany, felyn, me, jolyn and sheryn...

7/12/2008

at sunway..watch twilight..

melissa and felyn..pizza hut..

sheryn and melissa ong..

tiffany and me..

jolyn and su ann..

sunway..

2008-12-08T13:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after church went to sunway with..
jolyn, fer, sheryn, my sister,tiffany
ji chuan, siemens, mel ong and su ann..
had so much fun..
all of us like super hyper..
first we wentand eat pizza..
than we went to watch movie..
watch TWILIGHT..
got so many leng cai ^^

After the movie ji chuan..
keep on acting like the character..
say that he is the vampire..
so funny..

dont know what to write ad..
p/s: must watch twilight^^

juz a post...

2008-12-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

lets see..
can't wait for this coming friday..
going out with fren(at last)..
most of the youth ppl will be going..
it will be fun going out with a big group of fren..^^
hope to have a wonderful time..

I'm super happy that we are all going out this friday..
but i don't know why am i feeling a bit scare..
scare that things will turn out not happy..
hiaz..all i have to tell myself is not to think so much..

Youth Camp...^^
youth camp is juz around the corner..
14 days more too youth camp..
can't wait..ahh...
thinking what to bring there..
haha..i know is still quite early..
but can't stop thinking about youth camp..
hope many many ppl go..haha..

Hmm..nothing to write ad..
bye bye..^^

promise!!!

2008-12-01T19:35:00.001+08:00

A friend made a promise too another friend..
a promise not to tell out a secret..
i really want to know what is the secret ..
the secret that they are keeping from me..

There are many question running in my head..
it really hurts to know that they are hiding something from me..

At times i really want to know what are the hiding from me..
but at times i don't want to know..
maybe i juz too scare to know the secret..
but no matter what..
i really wish they will let me know..

P/s: i don't blame u for keeping this secret from me..don't blame urself..

teddy bear^^

2008-11-30T22:08:00.003+08:00

TEDDY BEAR!!!

siemens bought me a teddy bear..

so cute..it is pink in colour..

wondering why he bought the bear for me??

actually it started like this..
i said that he owe me a teddy bear(was juz playing with him)

and i keep on asking him to buy me one..

and he promise to buy for me..

i thought that he was juz joking..

couldn't believe that he really bought it..

I'm like super happy and speechless..

p.s. thx siemens..u are such a good buddy..love ya..

here are some pic of the teddy bear^^

pink teddy

thx siemens^^

life goes on

2008-11-27T20:29:00.002+08:00

Beautifully stated....
As we grow up, we learn that the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will..
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time..
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken..
You'll fight with your best friend..
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did..
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll lose someone you love..
So take many pictures, laugh as much as u can, and love like you've never been hurt..
because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back..

happy or sad the day will still go on..
so why not be happy thru out the day..
DON'T GIVE UP EASILY..
even if someone hurt u..
be strong and stand up once again..

friends

2008-11-19T20:57:00.002+08:00

All friends have their ups and downs,
and sometimes you need to say sorry..
Don't wait for the other person to do it..
you will never know what will happen..
Its nice walking together with an umbrella in the shade with a friend...
It's great and stimulating to get loving words from a friend..
Even being with a friend talking nothing is a pleasure ..
Even a tragedy being with a friend seems comedy..
Silly things too, seems so nice when it's done with a friend ..
Decision with a friend is easy, cos they will decide on what u like..
Life with a friend is heaven
Life is sweet having a friend first..
Remember, everyone needs a friend,
someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all,
just remember this and take comfort in knowing somebody cares about you and always will ..
One of the best things to hold onto in this world is a friend..
In times of trouble,
In times of need,If you are feeling SAD,You can count on a friend to be there...
they will give you a wink,Until you smile, give you a hug, And stand by your side...
friends will always be there for you till the end..

FRIENDS FOREVER

WRITTEN WITH A PEN

SEALED WITH A KISS

AND WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN

CHERISH YOU FRIENDS

Good luck form 5

2008-11-11T22:30:00.003+08:00

wow..so long never update..
i think got more than one week i never update^^
lazy to think..summore nothing much happen..
so dont know what to write..

SPMer
to all form 5 good luck for spm..
jia you o..gambeteh..
dont over stress ya..
all the best..^^

i am bored..
nothing to do at all..
boring boring boring boring..^^

btw i cant wait for youth camp..
hope that day come soon..
it will be on the 17-20 dec
YOUTH CAMP HERE I COME ^^

what girls is thinking

2008-11-03T16:07:00.002+08:00

when you catch a girl glancing at you,
she wants you to look back
and smile..

When a girl bumps into your arm,
while walking with you
she wants you to hold her hand..

When she wants a hug,
she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind..

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply..

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a
few seconds,
SHE IS NOT FINE AT ALL

happiness??

2008-11-02T23:34:00.002+08:00

some one told me this..
learning to let go is key to happiness..
but it is never easy lo let go..that i know for sure..
at times i told myself that i have to let go of u..
but when i want to do so..suddenly u treat me so good..
and i juz cant let go..there is a feeling that maybe i dont have to let go..
maybe holding on is a right thing to do..but i was wrong..
u went back to ignoring me..stop talking to me..
sometime i ask myself..is it that i cant let go..or i juz dun want to let go..
holding on to this makes my heart hurt..
i wonder why are u acting like this..
did someone told u someting..or u juz dun want to talk to me..
i juz wish that u will smile at me..talk to me..treat me as who i am
that is all i am asking for..is that to much to ask ??

now i really understand the meaning of 'the hardest thing to do is to watch the one u love,love someone else..
the worst thing is to know tat ur close friends like the same guy u like..
and she tell u that she is sorry..
for sure u will feel hurt..but u will never hate them for that..

i juz want to be who i am..
i am not fine at all..
i'm so tired to telling everyone that i am ok..
that i am fine..
tired of acting being FINE..
sometimes i juz feel like screaming..crying..
but i cant..i juz CAN'T..
i dun want to make my friends feel sad too..
they also have their problems..and i dun want to make more worst for them..

sunway...

2008-10-28T11:07:00.000+08:00

both my best fren(hui mun and sharon)

yesterday(27/9/2008) went to sunway with Sharon and Hui mun..
so long never go out with them ad..
we had alot of fun taking picture, playing and trying clothes..
first when we when there we wanted to go watch movie..
but there was so many ppl and the show we wanted to watch was ad full..
so end up never watch any show..so sad..
hui mun bring us go play arcade..the one next to the cinema..
at first me and sharon dint wanted to go in..coz dint like the noise..
but hui mun keep on asking us to go in..so we go in lo..
me and hui mun played a game..dont konw what is the game name..
the game we have to shoot all the spider and other insect..
me and hui mun was screaming throughout the game..
kesian sharon standing there closing her ear..
than sharon told us that every one was looking at us..so embarrassing ^^
we also played a game that need us to use our hand to hit..play until my hand so pain..all red @.@
after playing for so long we went to see clothes..
we went in every shop we see..it was so fun..we keep on laughing..
we went in a shop call treat..hui mun tried on a clothes..
than we started to take pic..went we went out of the shop..the worker there said 'next time want take picture ask me to take with u all'..it was so embarrsing..me,sharon and hui mun quickly went out of the shop..^^
me and sharon walk until our leg feel like breaking off..^6^
at around 6 something we went to KFC to eat our dinner..
while eating there was a guy siting next to our table look at us like one kind..
so scary..we all want to eat also cannot..feel so pressure..stupid guy..
after eating we went to the arcade again..hui mun la..want to play..
went playing half way that we remember tat my mom say she will be coming at 7.30
when we look at the time it was ad 7.27..and i haven't buy my sister stuff..
so we hurry went and buy my sister things..so tried..
went we went to the main entrance my sis say now only the coming out of the house..=.=
so we went and find place to sit..our legs was like going to come off ^^
hmm..than went reach home watch tv until 11 something..than went to sleep..cannot tahan ad ^^ too tired liao..
pictures

hui mun,sharom and me

at starbucks

smile..^^

me and hui un at starbucks

TAGGED BY AARON YU

2008-10-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

1)If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
sad and hurt..

2)If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to have what i always wanted

3)What will your dream wedding be like?
hmm..haven't think about yet..

4)Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
sometimes..

5)What's your ideal lover like?
hmm..kind,funny and of cause love me..

6)Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
being love by someone..

7)How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
it depends

8)If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
still continue to secretly like him..

9)Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
yup..alot

10)Is being tagged fun?
no..

11)How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
i still be who i am..ME

12)Who are currently the most important people to you?
my family

13)What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
hmm..fun..

14)Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
both also dont want

15)What's the first thing you do every morning?
non of ur business.^^

16)Would you give all in a relationship?
no..u will end up getting hurt..

17)If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
depends which one love me back..

18)What type of friends do you like?
will always be there for me..

19)What type of friends do you dislike?
er..friends i dislike usually are not my friend

20)Tag 6 people
1)YOU
2)YOU
3)YOU
4)YOU
5)YOU
6)YOU

the past

2008-10-24T14:02:00.000+08:00

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else...
why is it so hard to forget about the past??
why do we let the past keep on hunting us??
why cant we juz let the past go??
why is it so hard to forget about the person..although that person hurt u??
but so easy to miss the person..
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players???
if love is never fails..why are there so many ppl getting hurt??
but if u love something...let it go...
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it was NEVER meant to be yours...
sometimes in life is all about letting go..
that is the only why u can move on with life..
learn to let go of the past and move on..
but the question is CAN I??

boring life..

2008-10-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

so long never update ad..^^ lazy to update..
today as usual when to school..
got some ceremah about car for guys at dewan..and we girls go to bilik muzic..
suddenly than teacher ask the girls to also go in..=(
so boring and have no idea what the guy talking about..good thing i brought my book to read =)after rehat when back to dewan..play uno..so fun..play until crazy..
we also played heart attack.. all of us keep screaming..
play for awhile only coz my fingernails keep poking swee yen hand..kesian her @.@
hmm..tmr not going school^^..lazy and very boring..nothing to do in school..
but dunno what to do at home..got nothing to do..no show to watch..
sad man my life^^boring life..
no one bring me go 'kai kai' so sad..thought after pmr get to go out and have fun after studing so hard..but until now havent even go 'kai kai'..so sad wan cry ad..sob sob..^6^
ok la..stop until here..

hmm...

2008-10-19T21:34:00.000+08:00

today when to church..been so long since i when to church..
it feel so nice get to go to church after so long..^^
hmm..today in church learn tat we have to be on heart wiht others..
life is like a puzzle..u need all the parts of the pieces to complete the puzzle..
we must also put others first than our ownself..

Basketball!!!
who can teach me how to play basketball??
i wan to learn how to play...who can teach me??
need to exercise le...so long never exercise ad...
everyday only eat eat eat...fat lo.. t.t
anyone wan teman me go jogging^^
ok la..nothing to write ad..
bye bye..

PMR is over

2008-10-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

hello...
finally pmr is over..freedom at last..no need study ad lu..for now ^^
hmm..dunno what to do..dont have any plan yet...
very boring le nothing to do...continue like tat can die eh^^
cant wait to go out with fren any enjoy..^^
long time never go out ad..need to relax the brain..if not later go crazy..lol^^
to all pmr student must enjoy kau kau ya..
hmm..dunno what to write ad..@.@
ok la..tat is all for today..bye..